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Dreams
Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Similar to the journal of Zheng Wen's. I had this one peculiar dream two days ago, but the laziness of mine resulted in the delayed post..

There was some happening clubbing event going on in the musty confines of a really run down HDB apartment. Fuschia skies enveloped the evening sky, and we were holed up in a derelict housing block akin to that opposite SingPost at Paya Lebar. It was in the middle of nowhere, tall grass surrounding the estate for miles beyond. The party was held for some ex councillors and some TPJC friends, with Jake organising the event. On the clubbing floor was the typical blinding lights and psychedellic music, except much more gothic.. Niki and some of the rest were dancing really eeriely, as if under a trance.

I went around chatting up company, but throughout the whole time something seemed really off. Like something catastrophic was about to happen. In the middle of all of it, Jia Xian came up to me and told me we had to look for Jake. Something really important, I can't remember what. So we left the unit, all alone in the block, and called for him. No signal though, but we knew he wasn't in the house, so we frantically searched around the estate. We climbed endless stories and the staircases were a maze. The thumping of my heartbeat was audible, and I could sense Jia Xian's fear too.

I nearly lost sight of Jia Xian and that really got me freaked in the dream, because the walls were so stained and the premises were so quiet, imagination made things play in my head. We never found him, and we just kept searching, so deep into our search that we even lost trail of the house. Then came the abrupt ending, when I missed a step and the heart stopping feeling like you're going to fall off a cliff in your dreams. Some of you may know what I'm referring to.

I awoke with slight persperation, and really perplexed. When you have dreams about people you know, it's really worrying because you'd want to think that it has relation to reality, but when it doesn't, you become edgy. Or maybe it's just me. I had dreams before when Shi Qi backstabbed me, costing me my dignity, when Xavier died in a airplane crash and Niki and I saw it on television, rooted to the spot in shock.. Of course, touch wood, none of those ever happened or came close to happening, but it bugs me for several days..