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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

My sensitivity has been costly to a friendship, and what I hope that would be more than that. Possessiveness, sensitivity. I trust time will work things out, but right now I hate this bleak animosity. It wasn't entirely my fault but it was largely mine.

I keep looking for things in the wrong places, and it's really demanding for me to be so patient. It's come so far, so I really hope something like this won't change things.

My tennis A divisions had our first (nationals I think) match this afternoon against MJC. We lost all 5 games from singles and doubles, and my game was a thrashed 9-2. One set, first to nine. It was much better than the friendly match with AJC, but even though my coach and many say it's normal to lose so badly for the first few games the first year of tennis, it doesn't help in comforting. Furthermore I was hoping so badly that she'd turn up and spectate, but like the previous, she didn't.

Thanks though, to Jake, Mark and Ben. You guys are really dependable, I owe ya.